Monday, May 05, 2008;
♥ 5/05/2008 06:08:00 AM
I was blown away, what could i say
It all start to make sense>>With chemistry tutorial, maths assignments/tutorials, &
everything else on my back.It's truly a wonder why i even had the mood to blog. (:
Hahah, so does that mean
i create wonders? :D
Anyways, details bout the
surprise party's on
huili's blog! :D
What she did not mention, &doesnt know, is the pain &efforts &sweat &phone calls &trip to jp
&me sitting under the bloody hot sun at the tennis court waiting for aaron des benja to join us who ps us!&of cos, the
lonely moments i spent with myself while waiting for two
super late comers, the sweat we all shared at the
Residents' Corner cos there weren't any fan, the hiliarious moments bryan had over the phone with canadian pizza, the mess we all had (with aaron benja ky des zw) over scotchtapes for decrations.
&mm, well. Almost everything
behind the scenes. (:
My dearest girl.
It's
heartbreaking to see your tears flow down &down, yet i/we cant do anything to stop them. ):
It's
heartbreaking to see a close friend being so down &sad, yet i/we felt so useless just sitting by your side.
It's
heartbreaking to know that you're feeling
oh-so-down on the inside, yet i/we just don't have what it takes to make the sun
shine again in your world.
But dear girl, do know that we'll always be here for you. &even if we're not there by your (physically), rmbr that we're always just a msg again!
I really hope you enjoyed that surprise party, though there were so many
bloody loopholes. Hahah, trust me! We really tried covering as many of them as we could alr!
But anyways, i do hope that party makes you smile a little,
right straight from your heart.
All that's been said, are said.
I believe you know that we all love you. (:
But i trust that you just don't know
how much we love you.
So, don't be sad alr dear! :D
Pictures! (which are really limited.)
Anyways, here are some
random thoughts.
People don't judge you on your feelings &emotions. In fact, people dont exactly gives
a hoot about how you feel at times.
They judge you based on how you act, &how you're feeling
on the outside.
Superficial.Sorry bout that, but this seems to be the word that the world revolves about.
Sometimes, moments like these made me feel like standing up.Stop holing back, &stand up for my happiness.Labels: huili's surprise party, random
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, May 02, 2008;
♥ 5/02/2008 08:10:00 AM
I dream
I can run like the wind, &be strong>>I went
blog hopping.
I read alot of my
sec school friends' blogs.
I miss those times we spent in the
good ol' Fairfield.
I miss the fact that everything's falls so
nicely &neatly into place.
I miss the fact that we're all
so close.
I miss the fact that we know one another for a long
4 (or some even
10!) years.
I miss the fact that, we're
just together. (:
I know,
friends do come &go.
Old friendships might fade, while the new friendships are being forged.
But that can't stop me from
missing them. (:
I'm
not being
emo here! I'm just being
more sensitive to the inner feeling inside of me, which is most prolly the reason why i even bother posting this post. :\
Anyways, huili's surprise party took place just now. I hope everyone had
fun. (:
More details another day, cos i'm dead tired &i'm suffering from
gastrics. Serves me right for not indulging in kfc &pizzas. ):
Oh bummer. I still miss my friends. :\
Labels: huili's surprise party, i miss my friends (really), i'm not emo
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
